If you are reading this, you have kept something I loved. I am sorry for leaving; I thought it would be easier for everyone if I wandered until I could learn to stop breaking things. It turned out I only learned how to find them again. Meet me at the canal house, the one with the blue door, on the solstice. Bring the Duckls.
Word travels fast in a town where everyone has time for small talk, and soon the bakery had a new assistant. Customers loved the Duckl’s whimsical presence: it counted leftover crumbs into a tray, nudged stray napkins into order, and attempted to ring the service bell with its blunt, brass bill. Children pressed their noses to the window to watch it preen. Old Mr. Halloway declared it useful because “it keeps you entertained without asking for pension advice.” Jayden, who’d been content before, felt unexpectedly lighter. The Duckl asked questions—about clouds, about sourdough starters, about why people cried when the bus pulled away—and listened without prying. jayden jaymes jayden and the duckl
They spoke quietly, finding the long sentence that explains why a person must go away and why they might come back. Ella said she’d been afraid of anchoring herself with other people’s needs. She’d wanted to build companions that could carry warmth without the weight of human expectation. But her machines had begun to remind her of what she had left behind. When you can make something that looks back at you, she said, you start to remember the faces that taught you to see. If you are reading this, you have kept something I loved
The months that followed were quieter in one way and fuller in another. The Duckls remained in the bakery, but now they were not merely relics of someone else’s leaving; they were proof that leaving could lead back to belonging. People who had once thought of inventions as clever but hollow began visiting the shop with old objects to fix, to be seen and mended alongside copper gears and dough. Meet me at the canal house, the one
Repairing the Duckl pulled at a different current in Jayden. Fixing machinery was practical; repairing the hole left by a vanished friend was not. They began taking longer walks, Duckl waddling at their heels, following paths Ella might have taken. Together they discovered a note beneath a bench: a stuck-together page of sketches and numbers, a fragment of poem—“If you find what I leave, keep it warm.” The note smelled faintly of solder and lavender.